oh cool can't wait!! I realised when I got home, haha XD
once you give it back to me I'll fill it up for you again
well, yep, maybe
our rent goes up at the begginning of next year and it's a bit big for us now, since my brother and sister moved out, so my parents are considering this house not that far from where we are. it's up a 2 mile track which itself leads to a village in the middle of nowhere. but I don't mind too much, I'm used to it
plus it's a really nice house, big and old with huge windows. there's loads of junk left in it at the moment though, from the previous tenants. god, some people! haha.
yeah, people get surprised when I say "we might be moving" [which I have said MANY TIMES through my life (:] but I'm just used to it now. we've been here about 3 or 4 years but before that we moved each year for about 3 years.
so anyway, all that means I'm going to have a big clear out of my room and wardrobe - no more junk hoarding! and I'll sell the good stuff to fund my photography habit.
well when I mentioned it my mum said 'I'd been thinking that too' so maybe, yeah! but I don't think I will, or definitely not right away. too much hassle.
oo, what d'you see at the cinema? any good? and was the opticians OK?
went shopping Saturday, cleaned and took pictures on Sunday. yesterday... chilled, watched photography documentary [see how it is beginning to rule my life??] and today went on a walk with a group of people, tried to secretly take pictuires of my friends and messed about with my little brother.
haha
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woah sounds proper nice. how big is your bedroom? lmfao haha. yeah they seem to leave all their junk and rubbish for the next people to clear up!
woah, where else have you lived?
yeah loads of hassle. wouldn't you need special red filtered lights in the end? you cant work completely in the dark!
marley and me. wasn't bad, sad at the end though. we all had tears!
opticians went ok. it was just a checkup, but if i didn't go i wouldnt get new contacts for ages yet.
ooo did you buy anything good? you should upload the pictures onto here!
oh yeah i taped a photography documentary, part of a series thing. havnt watched it yet...
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OH.
crap.
I was just typing you a massive message and I caught my finger on something by accident and it all disappeared.
damn!
so anyway:
my room is pretty big. was my sister's but I got it when she moved out. my old room was dark and generally freezing. I'm lucky with this one though, it's nice.
yeah, most placs we've been have been filthy when we move in. it's in better nick when we move out!
always in this general area. moved from the house I'd lived in for about five years when I was 8 to a house in Oundle [little market town about 7 miles away from where I am now] then moved twice to houses in a just outside Oundle. then moved here! so I guess I've lived in the country most of my life. weird!
yep, red lights plus the room has to be totally white light tight [yay, rhyming!] and you need ventilation so you don't pass out.
aaww. I went through a phase where films and TV always used to make me cry. way more than real life!
have you ever seen Atonement?
I know, I keep meaning to but I never get around to it XD
I swear I will soon.
Oo, was it called The Genius of Photography?? cos that's the one I've been watching my mum taped the episodes for me. I love it SO much, it gets me all fired up and excited and passionate about photography plus it's useful for finding people to put in my college research so yeah, watch it, it's dead good!
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glad youve got a better room then (:
holy crap! that would cost alot. i went to peterborough media centre which has a dark room and they had white lights on! perhaps just to show the room off. and they didnt even have one of those twirling doors!! i was so amused by that door! thought i was gonna move with it.. but instead the wall started moving lmao.
oh thats cool, so youve never lived anywhere where youve stayed up all night cos of all the cars going by with hardcore on? lmao.
omg the news is going on about some terror raids... non-stop!
woah thats weird... like emotionally unstable! aww!
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accidentally sent part of that instead of previewing lmfao. anyway...
yeah i just watched a snip bit a few mins ago on tape haha. it's on bbc 2 right? i got a bit worried when the bbc presenter said something about nudity and intermidetly stuff at the start lmao.
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yes, very crazy,
oo! Stamford superior in some way?? cannot be! no, the photography part seems quite good actually.
yeah! it was like entering a tardis or something. I know, I thought the same! and I went through last of everyone, I was pretty worried, haha.
no, fortunately for me, hehe
although there is a main road about less than half a mile from my house here so there's background noise.
god it's depressing isn't it?? scares me a lot. when I watch that is, haha.
more like hormonal
yes, although her skinniness makes me feel inadequate. haha, am I allowed to say that? i thought I wouldn't like her because she's pretty and posh and skinny but actually she's great. although I mainly watched it for James McAvoy - I was OBSESSED with him, hahaha!
yep, that's the one! yeah I know, it freaks me out even now when they say stuff like that. but it's not porn heheh
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lmfao. i want one of those doors for my bedroom! haha.
lmao aww.
for starters i have no idea what you mean by inadequate! lmfao.
LOL! hes the main guy character right?
ooo you should watch this:
she looks different eh? [link]
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yeah I bet P:
definitely!
inadequate = kinda not good enough. but that is just my mind, not her!
yes yes! gosh, I think I still love him.
oh my god though, I do love this guy right now:
[link]
bloody hell yeah...
that was a really good video. sad and disturbing, obviously, but so good.
and she is amazing.
on the plus side her hair looked nice! (:
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P.S. I tried to play the music on iTunes but I need to 'authorise' it. so I need an Apple ID and password. please?
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awww my little girl is all grown up! haha. i'll check out the link later (:
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definitely
yep, I get obsessed with things and people a lot.
that sounds like I'm a stalker.
I'm not really.
haha!
I think it has to be your ID because you bought the tracks.
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